When I think about the most impressive feats of forgiveness that I have ever seen or heard of, I think of the response of the Amish community in Nickel Mines, Pennsylvania to schoolhouse shooter/suicide victim Charles Carl Roberts IV. Parents mourning the brutal loss of their innocent children offered forgiveness and love to Mr. Roberts’ widow and children. What a sobering, humbling reminder of what forgiveness looks like.
Still, I often think about the nuances of forgiveness, perhaps because it is the area in which I require the most improvement. In the past, I have been able to easily forgive some people who have hurt my feelings greatly, because I remember, like Jesus that “They know not what they do.” (See Luke 23:24). However, there are other situations that are much more nuanced and difficult.
Sometimes it’s easy to forgive an outright enemy, but it feels impossible to forgive someone who perseveres in appearing like a friend. Psychologists tell us that there are individuals called narcissists who like to “lovebomb” their victims. They hug you and say they love you. They give you gifts. They act like your biggest fan. Then, they try to control you, to isolate you from friends and to impose their will onto your life, perhaps even under the guise of “God’s will”. You may try to reach a place of understanding with these individuals and find yourself exposed to gaslighting, manipulation, or even attempted humiliation. Then, the cycle begins again. (See this article here.)
Many articles I’ve read tend to describe narcissistic relationships in terms of romantic relationships, but this can happen in any relationship with another person. It could be a parent-child relationship, an employer-employee relationship, or even a ministry relationship. Toward this latter end, we find the current theme of church hurt being discussed across social media platforms.
There is no hurt quite like church hurt. There is nothing like experiencing the negative human frailties of someone in a position of spiritual leadership. I have been both guilty of inflicting hurt and being hurt in this regard. Forgiveness is vital to our collective healing. But what does forgiveness look like, biblically? And how do we learn to forgive?
When Jesus taught about forgiveness, He taught us to have mercy and grace towards those who have wronged us. In fact, one of the major themes of His famous “Sermon on the Mount” is that of forgiveness. Let’s look at what Jesus taught:
“You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’ But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also. And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well. If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.
(Matthew 5:38-48, NIV)
“You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.”
On a first reading, this teaching goes against our human nature. No one wants to pray for the person who has hurt us. We don’t naturally want to turn the other cheek. We don’t want to pray blessings on those who have cursed us.
Jesus didn’t just preach forgiveness, He showed forgiveness. When Jesus died on the cross, He said, “Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.” (Luke 22:34, KJV) It is difficult to imagine how Jesus was able to say those words as He prayed for those who put Him to death.
It can be hard to read on forgiveness when our hearts long for justice. Today, we hear a lot about seeking justice, and it isn’t wrong to hope that justice will be performed. When we are wronged, we want the world to know that we are wronged. When we are hurting, we want others to know that we hurt.
The Lord cares when we are wronged. Scripture teaches that God is just, and He has the power to seek revenge.
Deuteronomy 32:35 (NIV) quotes God as saying, “It is mine to avenge; I will repay.” Isaiah 9:7 (KJV) prophesies of the Messiah, saying, “Of the increase of his government and peace there shall be no end, upon the throne of David, and upon his kingdom, to order it, and to establish it with judgment and with justice from henceforth even for ever. The zeal of the Lord of hosts will perform this.”
Psalm 37:12-13 (NIV) says, “The wicked plot against the righteous and gnash their teeth at them; but the Lord laughs at the wicked, for he knows their day is coming.”
We can still hope for justice while learning to forgive.
When we forgive, we are putting our trust in the God who loves justice. Forgiveness does not deny the wrong that has been done to us. Forgiveness acknowledges the wrongdoing and chooses kindness toward the wrongdoer.
Not every person who does wrong is sorry. Forgiving someone who is not apologetic for their wrongdoing is extremely difficult. We always have to remember that God does not require our bitterness to enact His justice.
Romans 12:18-21 (NIV) says: “If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: ‘It is mine to avenge; I will repay,’ says the Lord. On the contrary: ‘If your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink. In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.’ Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.”
The Apostle Paul encouraged the church in Rome to “live at peace with everyone” as much as possible – “as far as it depends on you”. Living peaceably means not pouring our anger out on a person. If we repay kindness toward those who hurt us, we may bring peace into an agitated situation.
But what if people continue to negatively respond to your efforts of peace?
Trust God to avenge you.
If you want to sleep well and have peace in your hurt, give that hurt to the Lord. Let him work out your situation. Let God’s justice prevail. Focus your thoughts on the goodness of God, and trust his goodness to extend towards your pain.
How do we forgive and bless those who wronged us?
First, we must choose to pray to forgive someone. How we pray for someone begins with a choice. We begin by acknowledging that God will right any wrongs.
Second, we realize that surrendering to God’s justice will free us from bitterness. Forgiveness does not eliminate justice; forgiveness allows us to surrender justice back to God. We can trust the Lord with our hurts, because He joins us in our pain.
Romans 8:26 (NIV) states, “In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans.”
When we pray hard prayers of forgiveness for those who have wronged us, the Spirit of God joins us with “groanings which cannot be uttered.” (See Romans 8:26, KJV) The Lord is not oblivious to our pain. We can acknowledge our heartaches to God while we seek to forgive those who have instigated our pain.
Unforgiveness can lead us to do even worse than what was done to us.
The Amish schoolhouse killer had a reason for killing innocent girls: He was angry at God for the death of his baby daughter. He justified killing children because his daughter had died shortly after being born. But those deaths did not bring back his child who died. This was not true justice.
One loss never justifies the loss of another. Forgiveness does not erase our pain, but it displaces our anger. We are choosing to free ourselves from anger when we surrender it to the Lord in prayers of forgiveness. We choose peace over bitterness when we forgive. Ultimately, we allow God’s true justice to be performed when we stop trying to take justice into our own hands.
Let us pray.
Lord Jesus, only You know the wrongs that have been done against us and the wrongs we may have done to others. You know the truth. You know our pain, and You grieve with us. You know the pain of those we have hurt, and You grieve with them. Please comfort those who are hurting today. Comfort those who have been wrongfully mistreated. Help us to trust in Your justice. Help us to forgive ourselves for our past mistakes. And help us to forgive those same people who have hurt us, because we know that hurtful actions often come from hurt-filled people. In Jesus’ name we pray, Amen.
AUTHOR’S NOTE: It is appropriate to remove/protect yourself from continued abuse, especially if the abuse is physically violent in nature. Report violations of/assaults against your person or belongings to the proper authorities (both legal and church) in order to put a stop to abuse. Forgiveness is a choice we make to rid ourselves of continued negative thoughts that may violate our emotional state. Forgiveness does not require us to be endlessly subject to abuse. Turn the other cheek, but don’t continue to stand in the presence of the person who insists on striking you.